spring.......

I walked out of walgreens tonight to be hit in the face with the smell of fresh clean rain......the drizzle fell on my head as i walked through the lonely parking lot to my car, and thoughts filled my mind....i heard my own voice, as if someone were watching me in a movie and i was the voice over.......i sometimes wish life was a movie. the perfect song would fade in from some unknown speakers from heaven at the exact moment when music makes it more.......amazing. you could fast forward through the bad parts and pause on the greatest parts....even rewind the scenes you want to relive over and over again.......i wish........i wish that's how life could be.

I cannot go on with the the life i'm leading without the dream of having it be big-screen worthy....even if that big screen is only in my own head at the age of 85........